8:45am:

and as for me?
well, you all know me
so fatalistic
everything sucks, and it always will, so on and whatever

i'm still feeling pretty good in spite of all that

i mean, i somehow developed this... thing.

i have nothing worthwhile at all to say.
i apologize for wasting your time

11:50pm:

this is making me
it feels so different to be me today.

i like how everyday being me is like being a different type of jen

i got discouraged, happy, and turned a cycle over in my head
i wrote today but it was shit
i think i'll be able to sleep tonight


i think i'll try again tomorrow