lately i've been riding a rollercoaster.
last night i got so trashed that i threw up twice.
but i stayed up until 6 am anyway.
i wish things would get more clear but all in all i am pretty happy
i've been told twice now that i need to get back on my medication. it's been a long time since i've taken it - i wonder how i will change if i start taking it again. if i start taking it again and i become someone else, fuck that. fuck that. i'd rather be fucked up me then boring icky someone else. fuck that.
i've always thought that scars were beautiful