6:01 am
hurt hurt hurt. fucking kill fucking pain... love hate same time, i will do anything with you for you to you please let me. you know that i think you are beautiful in every way - you insist that i hurt you, it makes me so mad, goddamnit you know that i am not fucking trying to hurt you. since you cant see this i am going to say that you want to believe that i hurt you so that you can forget this whole thing happened. and i know that you're broken and i so want to fix you... but can't you fucking see that i too am broken...
can't you fucking look at me and see that how you feel makes me want to kill myself
(don't get scared... makes me want to isn't i'm going to.)
if i was truly alone in this house i would be fucking screaming my lungs out